things are good.  things are really really good.  like really fucking good.  im happy :D

oh no.  dealer is hot.  oh no no nononononononono i need to not slut it up this time i cant this time nonononononono

It’s getting really hard for me to know if I’m just a miserable cunt who hates everything and everyone because it seems everyone else is so much happier than i, or if everything going on around me is as stupid and shallow as I think.  I’m a fucking loser.  I will forever be thirteen.  This is fucking ridiculous.